Life in Torah v. Life in Jesus
The Torah is beautiful…how would mankind know his origin, God’s eschatological plan for Time and Eternity void the Torah but it’s only “half the Book?” I’ve never read a book where I understood the author’s intent at chapter 39 of 66. The problem you face in your life of exclusively dwelling in the Torah is you’ve neglected God’s Way of acquiring the indwelling Holy Spirit given ONLY, exclusively, to those who believe with a sincere heart that Jesus is Lord and that He died to pay their sin-debt for them…a debt they could never pay them self.
It is the belief, faith, in Jesus as Lord that initiates covenant relationship with the Father who agrees to forgive your sin based upon the imputation of the Son’s righteousness into your life (John 3; 2 Corinthians 5:21; Hebrews 8:7; Ephesians 1:13-14)…it is at that time that the Father, by covenant promise, seals you and guarantees you an eternal inheritance by Gifting you with the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 1:13-14)…and ONLY then will your eyes be opened, your heart made receptive to the deeper truths of God’s truth and His wisdom that are beyond a natural man’s ability to comprehend and internalize (1 Corinthians 2:14).
Until such time you honor the Father by faith in the Son, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit takes-up residence within you as your Teacher, your Wisdom and your Discernment, you will never truly know God intimately. Faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord is the KEY to knowledge, wisdom, peace, joy, eternal life, in the Holy Spirit; in fact, there is NO OTHER WAY (John 14:6; John 6:29; Romans 5:1).